Take my love, take my land, take me where I cannot stand. I don't care I'm still free, you can't take the sky from me. Take me out to the black, tell them I ain't coming back. Burn the land and boil the sea, you can't take the sky from me......There's no place I can be since I found my Liberty, you can't take the sky from me.
Chapter 19: What a Way to Go
Brian and Justin arrived back at the farmhouse just as Claire was getting ready to ring the bell to bring everyone in for the evening meal. It seemed to be by unspoken agreement that no one mentioned the assassin locked in the basement. They didn't mention the fact that the Alliance could have a cruiser on the way to Haven either.
Justin watched Brian with his family and friends. He'd never seen the man look so happy and carefree. His teasing of the "demon spawn," as he lovingly referred to his nephews, was causing quite a few chuckles. It seemed that Peter had indeed taken it upon himself to be Justin's staunchest supporter by announcing to everyone present, "My Uncle Justin is gonna teach me how to fight."
"That's right, little man, pretty soon everyone will be calling you lightening Pete cause you'll be so fast with your kicks." Justin ruffled the little boy's hair affectionately.
"Did you hear that Momma, I'm gonna be lightening Pete?"
"Well, lightening Pete, are you and your brother, thunder John, gonna join us on our ride tomorrow?" Brian asked his youngest nephew.
"Oh Uncle Bri, what kind of name is thunder John? I think I want Uncle Justin to name me too." John had a mutinous expression on his face.
Justin grinned at Brian and looked at John, "Well you do know that thunder can be pretty powerful don't you?"
"It's just a sound, Uncle Justin, nothing powerful about that." John stated.
"Thunder strikes fear in quite a few people, John, and it does have a very ominous sound to it. Besides, you can't have lightening without thunder, so I think your names are perfect." Justin explained patiently.
John thought about that for a second. "Yeah, I can see where that's true Uncle Justin. Okay, I'll keep the name."
Brian laughed. "See your Uncles are brilliant."
"Actually, Bri, I think it's Justin who they think is the brilliant one," Michael teased.
Brian gave his friend a quick glare and rolled his eyes. "Thank you so much for sticking up for me there, Mikey."
Everyone laughed at their antics as Michael stuck his tongue out at Brian. "Oh real mature Mikey," was the only response made.
They kept laughing and talking through out the entire meal, but Brian couldn't help this feeling in the pit of his stomach that was telling him all was not as well as he believed. He just couldn't shake this awful thought that something terrible was about to happen.
Justin picked up on his lover's distressful thoughts and gave the man a concerned look. ("What's wrong Brian?")
("I don't know, Yang guang, I just have this feeling that something bad is going to happen. I hate feeling this way.") Brian continued his mental discussion with Justin as he kept up with the chatter going on around the table. ("Were you able to pick up anything from that Jason fellow? Did he tell the Alliance we were here?")
("I honestly don't know. He must have had the same military training as my father, because I couldn't read him at all. I should have picked up on the fact that we were walking into a trap, but I didn't." )Justin smiled in his partner's direction.
("It's alright, Yang guang, you aren't a God after all. I don't expect you to be able to avert every disaster.")
("No, neither do I, but I should be able to protect you better. Maybe merging my personalities weakened me or something.")
("Well we aren't going to stress over this. We are going to have a nice visit and get back in the air as soon as possible. I was thinking we should head out tomorrow night.") Brian winked at Justin.
After the meal was finished and everyone pitched in to help with the clean up, Brian led Justin down the hall to their room for the night. He closed and locked the door and pushed Justin against the wall, kissing him hungrily.
Justin returned the kiss but maneuvered around so that Brian was pushed against the wall. He broke the kiss and grinned at his lover. "Not tonight Stud. It's my turn. I want to bury myself inside you and forget about everything for a little while."
Brian started pulling Justin's clothes off and went back to kissing his lover. It just didn't matter anymore who was in charge. He just needed the contact. He still couldn't shake that feeling of dread and he needed to be reminded that there was still some good in this verse.
Justin picked up on his partner's desperation and started stripping Brian as quickly as possible. He sent his mind out in search of Brian's and noticed how quickly his lover responded to his mental prodding. There was no longer any hesitation or resistance, it was like being welcomed home.
Brian felt the warmth invade his mind and moaned softly into his partner's mouth. It was almost sexual in nature to feel his lover's mind slowly invading his own. There were no words to describe how it felt. All he knew was it added so much to the sensations his body was feeling when his mind joined with Justin's. It was still hard sometimes to let Yang guang take the lead. A small part of his mind still kept them separate, Yang guang and Justin. While he knew they were the same person, in many ways he still thought of Justin as the dominant personality, and his Yang guang as the sweet innocent kid.
Justin broke the kiss and looked into his partner's eyes. "I understand your confusion. I'm not sure who I am sometimes myself. I just want you to know that regardless of everything, I care about you. I just need to know that you know that."
Brian looked up into those lavender eyes and gave a little nod. "I do know and I hope you know, too."
Justin grinned and gave a quick nod of his head before pulling Brian toward the bed as he finished taking off his clothes. "I am going to fuck you so hard."
Brian continued yanking his clothes off until he stood in front of his partner completely naked. It sounded strange but he could actually feel those lavender eyes traveling across his skin almost like a caress. He gasped in surprise as he felt the sensation of fingers pushing inside him. His eyes remained on his partner's so he knew he wasn't physically being touched, but it certainly felt that way to him.
Justin sent images to Brian's brain of all the things he wanted to do to the man. He loved the fact that every sensation his partner felt, he felt as well. Having sex with this man was always amazing, but having sex while sharing a mind link was earth shattering. Each of his thoughts were magnified by his lover and sent back to him. It was a never-ending cycle of pleasure as each of them fed off the sensations and shared their experiences. He mentally attacked his partner's puckered hole, sending images of his tongue followed by his cock ramming into the little tunnel.
Brian moaned helplessly as his body responded to every projected sensation. His legs felt a bit unstable and he almost stumbled and fell on top of his partner. He took a couple of unsteady steps and felt Yang guang's hands grip his hips to center him. The sensations were rippling like waves across his skin and through his body. He straddled his lover's legs and sat down leaning his forehead against Yang guang's.
Justin pulled Brian close and stared into those hazel eyes that were clouded with lust and need. He captured his lover's mouth and tangled his fingers in the auburn hair. His moans mixed with Brian's as they explored each other's mouths. He felt his cock jump each time it was caressed by his partner's.
Brian lifted his hips and reached down to position Justin's cock. He slowly sank down on his lover's shaft groaning in pleasure pain but never stopping in his constant descent. He settled himself on his partner's lap enjoying the sensation of that thick cock stretching and filling him.
Justin moaned as he felt his leaking shaft pushing deep inside his lover's hot, tight ass. He gripped Brian's hips harder and gave a little bounce causing his dick to sink deeper. He let his body take control as the tunnel tightened around him over and over.
Brian wrapped his arms around Justin's neck and began to slowly lift and lower himself. He closed his eyes and groaned with each downward motion of his hips. He was gasping and panting uncontrollably. His eyes locked with his partner's and he increased the pace taking that hard cock deeper and deeper. "It feels so incredible."
Justin heard the words with his ears and his mind. His senses were on overload and he was starting to get concerned. It seemed there was an invisible field of energy surrounding their bodies and it was growing with each thrust of Brian's hips. For a moment his mind flashed to him destroying that boulder and fear gripped him. What if he hurt someone?
Brian felt and sensed every emotion his partner was experiencing. For the first time it became clear just how afraid this man was of his powers and what might happen to those around him. Brian hugged his lover tighter sending his massage mentally, but deciding to say the words out loud as well. "You would never hurt any of us, Yang guang."
Justin heard the words that seemed to echo through his mind just as his body exploded in pleasure. He yanked Brian's head down and slammed their mouths together screaming his pleasure into his lover's mouth.
It was too much for Brian to handle as he felt the waves of pleasure pound into and through his body. His own scream joined his lover's as he erupted and felt his body vibrate with ecstasy.
Justin tightened his arms around Brian and held on as the energy seemed to whip around their bodies in a violent storm. He was amazed that nothing seemed to be disturbed in the room. He fell back on the bed taking his partner with him.
"Oh my God, that was fucking HOT." Brian gasped.
Justin smiled and nodded his head before giving a little laugh. "I know, for a second I thought we were going to burn the entire house down."
Brian laughed himself and murmured, "Yeah, but what a way to go."